Monday, February 25, 2013

The Fear of Sin and the Sin of Fear


“ ‘I heard the sound of you in the garden, and I was afraid…and I hid myself…’ The man said, ‘The woman whom you have to be with me, she gave me the fruit…’" -Genesis 3:8-12

Let us imagine what life was life before partaking in the fruit of the tree of knowledge of good and evil. I imagine not just peace, not just innocence, but also no sin?

The tree itself is knowledge, yes? Specifically, knowledge of evil. If you know not evil, how can you commit evil? I correlate this to the realization of the power of the covenant brought on by the blood of Jesus.

Paul constantly writes in the New Testament that we are no longer bound by the law, for in the law is sin, because the law reveals sin (Romans 3:19-20, 1 Corinthians 9:20)
            Before the bite, there was nothing in affect to reveal sin, until sin was revealed after eating the fruit from the tree of knowledge of good and evil.

Now, why is this important? Why is this worth blogging? I believe it is worth blogging to further dissect the comprehension of the new covenant of which all Christians are bound to and many of us and non-Christians don’t understand (no, I’m not posing as if I understand, hence why I’m just thinking of this 2 decades into my life).

Many Christians and “Christians” believe in false grace. I can do anything I want because I’m covered by the blood of Jesus. Essentially saying, thinking, believing, they don’t have to abide by the Ten Commandments, or the Law, because Jesus died on the cross for all of their sins (past, present and future) (Romans 6:14). So, being obedient or striving to live under the commandments, the Law, is unnecessary, it no longer applies, and it is legalistic. Why does this thought and lifestyle continue though it is constantly written that Jesus did not come to abolish the law but to uphold it (Matthew 5:17)? I don’t know. 
            What I would like to discuss are the symptoms or effects of after eating the fruit from the tree of knowledge of good and evil and essentially not being “fully covered” by the blood of Jesus.

Genesis 1:27 or Genesis 2:7 details the creation of man and Gd’s relationship with Him. Yes, there was relationship. In this relationship we see a conversation, Gd giving more than enough subsistence, luxury, authority and blessings; and man accepting, enjoying it all. Man and Gd walk in the garden, Man and Gd talk in the garden. They hangout, they chill, just cause that how they roll.
 

            After eating the fruit, man is afraid of the sound of Gd. “ ‘I heard the sound of you in the garden, and I was afraid..." (Genesis 3:8)

            Why is man suddenly afraid? Were we made to be afraid of Gd? I’m not debating the 1st commandment nor the wisdom of Solomon, I’m suggesting, implying that truthfully fear is not of Gd, SO MUCH SO that it’s not even how he created us, It's not part of our initial DNA! From the beginning, He did not create us to be afraid.

            When under the old covenant, the Israelites were terrified of sin. Everytime they sinned, someone was stoned, an entire family was destroyed; they had to be destroyed. People would suddenly be afflicted with tumors or leprosy. At the temple, there were daily and constant blood sacrifices of doves, pigeons and bulls. People had to be removed from the camp; sin emitted terror!
Yet, once Jesus, the ultimate (final) sacrifice and new covenant is made, Paul writes we can now “walk boldly to throne of grace with confidence…” (Hebrews 4:16).





Walk boldly? To the throne? With confidence?!?!?!     

(See image to right as depiction of this throne we're supposed to be walking boldly to-->)


It is not Gd that emits fear or causes fear, but sin. 

Adam hides when Gd comes through the garden.

Does Adam hide because he is naked and doesn’t want Gd to see, or does Adam hide because he is afraid?

It is the fear of sin that causes our withdrawal from Gd.

The fear of, what if I do something wrong, what if He sees, what if He finds out, what if He knows, what if He...
Side Note: Dude, He knows, He’s Gd, need reaffirmation that He knows, check out Psalm 139.

It is not written that Gd came in stomping through the garden, Gd came angrily into the garden, or the Gd came shouting through the garden. Where did we get this image of "Gd the condemner"? Where did we get this image of "Gd the angry never happy ready to strike you down with lightening"?
You know what, it doesn’t matter where it came from, just know that it is a lie.

It is a lie.            It is a lie.                It is a lie.

It is the sin of fear that confuses the mind, distorts the truth and makes us like animals.
            Genesis 2:23 The man said, “At last!...” bone of my bone, flesh of my flesh,"
            WOMAN! Adam is ecstatic. He get’s a lady, AND without having to compete with some other dude for her. Adam not only get’s a lady, but he gets a perfect match for him, and untouched, untainted by any other being. It says then, that man clings to his wife. He doesn’t just claim her, Adam clings to Eve. Not out of jealousy, but out of utter adoration, utter joy to have an equal, to have a partner, yes, I said partner (Genesis 2:20).

 Adam not only get’s a lady, but he gets a perfect match for him, and untouched, untainted by any other being. It says then, that man clings to his wife. He doesn’t just claim her, Adam clings to Eve. Not out of jealousy, but out of utter adoration, utter joy to have an equal, to have a partner, yes, I said partner (Genesis 2:20).
      

      After eating the fruit. Adam not only disclaims his own flesh, his own kind, his own partner, his own wife, but then blames Gd for it.
            “The woman whom you gave me…”
                        Question: Didn’t Adam just eat the fruit of the tree of knowledge of good and evil? Yet, he didn’t have enough knowledge to um… not point his finger at Gd? Oh right, because it’s not necessarily knowledge, but wisdom in which you fear Gd; they so obviously ate from the wrong tree.

How can it be that Adam rejects his own kind (human)? How can it be that Adam abandons his own flesh (family)? How can it be that Adam renounces his own beloved wife (partner/friend)? And blames Gd.

It is the sin called fear. People say love can make a person do crazy things, I think fear makes people do deranged things.

Brothers, Sisters, I believe it is this sin, this sin called fear, that will cause mass destruction upon humanity.  It will break down families, it will break down the ones who are watching themselves be abandoned/rejected/disclaimed before their very own eyes, it will break down the relationship between us and love (our Father, Gd).

Is it not fear that causes or helps a person to choose to have an abortion? Is it not fear that causes or helps a person to choose to support their family through prostitution or selling their child into human trafficking? Is it also not fear that prolongs our confession, that prolongs our return home, that prolongs our coming to the throne of grace, prolongs our acceptance of the truth of the unconditional love of Gd?

In fear arises panic and in a panic just like a herd of sheep or herd of horses we too, humans become animals and run (like a chicken with it’s head cut off, my mother would say).  
How many times have you heard of a fire or an emergency in a building full of people and people getting injured not from the actual fire or emergency, but actually from other people who are just running, pushing, shoving, stepping, throwing?

 














It is fear that causes the utter disgrace, the degrading of man who was made in the image of Gd (Genesis 1:26), which gives room for wickedness to grow and foolishness to make home.

In times of tribulation, I would not be afraid of Gd, but rather wary of the sin of fear commandeering the man like a marionette.

In times of tribulation, I pray I will not fear at all (Psalm 23 , Isaiah 41:10). 

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