Philippians 4:13

I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me.

I CAN- when I put emphasis on this word, it turned into one of those motivational, can-do, phrases that my mom used to make me practice as a child."I think I can, I think I can" type of stuff, with the little train that could. Or like the sticky notes some people have on their mirror that say things like, "I am beautiful" and they read it aloud every morning, looking at themselves in the mirror. This phrase turns into a bit of a demand, which is encouraging.

I can do all things THROUGH- seek God first in order for me to be granted permission, help and the blessing to move forward.

CHRIST- Jesus, the son.


I think I have many selfish ambitions that I , of course, don't go to G-d with help in accomplishing because they're selfish. I feel the desire or the goal is of the flesh and not really to glorify G-d and/or may not bring any positive light to Christians or living a Christian life. So, I just stop seeking Him and His strength to do these things or anything because of the shame I carry resulting in my not doing anything because as the scripture reads, I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me; the opposite of that being, I can't do anything without Christ.

I pray that the Lord rid me of selfish ambition. Give me the mind that wants to excel and become great at things for the glory of G-d, not for my own fame in notoriety.